Hey!!! I'm Baaack... I remember when I first started out on this journey, I was just floating along, everything was just coming SO easy, I was walking slowly and carrying a BIG STICK wondering when the wedding drama monster was coming to get me. Well, he came. And I beat his tail. It was like EVERYTHING was going so perfectly. Found a venue in record time. Found the bridesmaid dress that I liked the first time I went out (I didn't want to trust my first mind, so I took myself through way too much drama in looking for something else, but went back to my first love). Found THE dress that I wanted the first time that I went out dress shopping. Had amazing engagement photos. You see where I am going here? It was just TOO good and I think that I had some sort of self-fulfiling prophecy of just grinding myself into a halt and not moving forward. I expected things to not go perfectly smooth and my expectations caught up to me!
Well, last night... after having a heart to heart with my fellow warrior, I have decided to stop expecting something to happen and just expect the BEST! Not keep walking around with my big stick, expecting something to pop out for me to beat over the head... Maybe now I can get my swagger back and walk tall in my stillettos!